new year...same resolution

No sure how to put it.Here,i am..again.Seeking for asylum of sort.It's hard to describe and again,i am not here to describe.Just to get something out. Inferiority engulfed,to be terribly terribly insignificant.Yet not one to want to loathe it.The grip of it makes reality harder then ever."The only thing that sustains lone through life is the consciousness of the immense inferiority of everybody else, and this is a feeling that I have always cultivated."Oscar Wilde